today i am bitching and moaning about.....

'step'-fathers and their shitty, shitty attitudes
now...don't get me wrong, stepdaughters can have equaly shitty attitudes. We've all come to the conclusion that many attitudes of resistance, brattiness, spoiled-little-shit qualities come from freudian fucked up father-daughter relations and so-on and so-on.
However, certain people of certain maturity seem to live to just be 'difficult', they adore confrontation and massive blow up type fights because it distracts them from feelings of frustration and futility in their own lives. oh and plus, it means instant approval from ones spouse and a guaranteed feeling of satisfaction when they can harp on about negative qualities of spouse's children.

that throb of annoyance is so easily forgotten when you can ditch home, but then what happens when you have to revist, live those same old feelings again.
yuk, i feel like suuch a cliche, spoiled little daughter who is innately jealous of her mum's partner, resistant to her happiness, and bla bla
but sometimes it just sucks-dont make me move home
:(