Uh ohh.... i dunno, it could be deliciously potent iced coffee related but i am most definetely feeling the onset of a colossal tidal wave of anxiety. It is the stuff of Scary job interviews ('must learn witty repartee') , stressful potential encounters with yuckey university bureaucracy and of course the ever present sense of self doubt that makes my chest feel like a biggest loser contestant is sitting on it. Its the sort of anxiety you can feel is futile to fight off, and i've pretty much come to terms with that. its almost comforting, like a nice chokey scarf, or an uncomfortably tight pair of socks :)
Anyway, i bid you adieu, and will try and shake of this rather unsettling vortex of uncertainty i have swirling in my messed up head!
p.s this is strangely cathartic...maybe blogs are the new therapists??
over
pps. oh yeh, and i think that my 'arts degree is a waste of time' complex needs to officially binned and disposed of. poof, gone, i think this warrants a party...cake, maybe? No but seriously i am working on it, and whoever wants to aid in my arts degree complex rehab will be much appreciated
muchos gracias