Uh ohh.... i dunno, it could be deliciously potent iced coffee related but i am most definetely feeling the onset of a colossal tidal wave of anxiety. It is the stuff of Scary job interviews ('must learn witty repartee') , stressful potential encounters with yuckey university bureaucracy and of course the ever present sense of self doubt that makes my chest feel like a biggest loser contestant is sitting on it. Its the sort of anxiety you can feel is futile to fight off, and i've pretty much come to terms with that. its almost comforting, like a nice chokey scarf, or an uncomfortably tight pair of socks :)
Anyway, i bid you adieu, and will try and shake of this rather unsettling vortex of uncertainty i have swirling in my messed up head!
p.s this is strangely cathartic...maybe blogs are the new therapists??
over
pps. oh yeh, and i think that my 'arts degree is a waste of time' complex needs to officially binned and disposed of. poof, gone, i think this warrants a party...cake, maybe? No but seriously i am working on it, and whoever wants to aid in my arts degree complex rehab will be much appreciated
muchos gracias

okay this is is just a practice dry run
a few things that are irking us at the moment

- Harper's Bazaar-the way they talk down to their readership: why buy a magazine just so it can be MEAN to you
hmmph

- humidity, and consistently frizzy hair

- the yuckiness of uncertaintly

- feelings of inadequacy re: facebook

- standing in a line for an hour and no one speaking...to...me! (could be because of ipod)

- beauracracy in general: life is too short


(but we are liking smg....she is ba----aaack!)

out!

!!

exciting times are a coming, (and they're more thrilling then a season marathon of entourage!)

anxiety, tension, nerves....
all lead to general symptoms of yuckiness-clammy hands, furrowed eyebrows, sweatiness etc etc
but its so hard to stop!
even when we're enjoying today we're worrying tommorow, if I'm too relaxed now, maybe i'm a lazy butt, but if i'm working a loooonng mundane 9 to 5 work day, its just all too monotonous, what's going to happen to me, if I just end up int he comfort of a mindless, but 'safe job', I will simply combust with braindead-ness! even going on 'facebook' leads to feelings of inadequacy! why does everyone seem to have this thrilling 'laguna beach' lifestyle?
what's wrong with just listening to every 'feel good' movie we see, or actually listening to our parents when they say "enjoy the moment", "you're only young once" "just do it"
ra ra ra
its hard being complex,

so tommorow- the 26th of Feb heralds the first day of uni, fourth year running, except for moi! the other members of this blog are gaining some sense of closure with the ending of the holidays, and I am...*anxious*
so I will get out there and become a 'working girl' and hopefully I'll find out that it aint all that daunting, I'll work on this up and comin site in here


yaii and in the meantime, theres always the cathartic escapism of shite tv, such as Grey's Anatomy where a tree has just gone *through* a a freakingP ERSON, and the very UNterrible 'ugly betty'
oh and this blog
time to embrace some optimism, i think the time is 'ripe!'
who am I? who actually says stuff like this?
buhhh-yee

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Wow! our first klandn post! how exciting!
eep, this is nervewracking much!
Anyhoo, to herald this much awaited blog in which we will detail our most intrepid and insightful observations on life, celebrity rag / current fashion dont- do's, current mimco range, and all else inspiring topics, i propose a hot/ not list for 2007. A veritable landmine of info, goss and general crap thats more or less is gonna set the tone for the best year ever! (Eurotrip, YaY)!
OKKKey! so i'll start just to get the ball rolling
HOT
- Eurotrip (of course)
- (old) mb iced coffees (boo)
- being assertive and confident
NOT
- being negative/pessamistic
- (new) mb iced coffees (boo)
- getting the ole once over from snotty/ euro waiters
i wait with breath abated for u to start blogging

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